Feeling sad again

I'm glad I have not a lot of followers/readers. Thanks to my one follower if they read this. :3 Very sweet of you.

But this is another sad post. Which was all this blog was made for really, so I guess it's okay.

But before I get on mumbling about that for no reason, let me get to what I want to talk about. Lately I've not only been feeling sad, but pretty darn angry. At others and myself, even best friends. Recently my friend from high school, who I now go to college with, has been getting on my nerves rather a lot. We didn't hang out much in high school and so I didn't realize just how much of an extremest he is. I understand he's ADHD, but I know other people who have the same thing and act no where as bad as he dose. Maybe he just has an extreme case of it, but it's pretty frikken ridiculous. Lately what's really been getting on my nerves about him is his anger issues. His anger is above and beyond annoying and I feel he needs to get over himself. The other day he came stomping into his room and slamming the door and throwing a fit just because he wasn't allowed to do what he wanted to do. There was a good reason to not go outside, there was a tornado warning going on. And what he wanted to do was pretty much not a good idea in the first place since he could get in trouble for it, one, and two, he's still not very good at it so he probably would have hurt himself. (He did later that week, messed up his ankle so now he can't do it anyway). And because I'm sure you're wondering he was out doing parkor, a running sport where you just run and climb and jump. Like free running but less flashy.
Talking about his ankle, btw, you think because he messed it up he would be smart and not walk on it or move it too much or anything, but no, instead he decides to not wrap it and not put ice on it so it doesn't swell, and he walks on it all day and crap like that....UGH frikken take care of yourself so you can continue to parkor. Even professionals know that. Dummy.
Ugh anyway....he also steals non-stop and that's getting annoying. He frikken took pants from the school's theater. Yes they were some pretty awesome pants, but first of all, they were far too big for him. And what's horrible about that is he's skinny as crap and the pants were skinny jeans...the retard, get clothes that 1. fit, and 2. you'll wear. The pants don't match anything he owns and because of that he wont wear them. It just picks at me so much. I'm thinking of just taking them back without him knowing.
Also because of his stealing habbit he seems to have no problem just taking my food. It started with just taking some beanyweenys I had bought. He said I could have one of his, that's fine and good but later when I come back from a break I had all this food and my favorite candy (Reese's) was included. That's his favorite candy too, which is fine. If he wants a candy he can ask me to have one right? No, he just decides to go in and eat whenever the heck he wanted to, and as a result ate them ALL. I got two out of almost fifteen. The frikken RETARD gosh....dangit...He did it again with a thing of chips ahoy I had, and some honey, and some rootbeer. Everything would be fine if had just asked, but no he just takes things....
And here's the thing, I would like to confront him about it. I would love to say something, but first off, I don't know how because of the overly angry issue he has....My boyfriend tries but he takes things too jokingly and no one takes him seriously so nothing gets done. I also feel like that if I were to say anything, the boy would just get mad and not listen anyway and he would continue to do what he does.
And he always thinks he's right and tries to fight it when he's obviously wrong. Dude just be wrong and learn.

And then there's his girlfriend. She doesn't make me as mad, she's just a kind of pet peeve I guess, but it just feels to me that she is lazy as crap when it comes to manual labor. She's a hard worker when it comes to homework and such, but whenever I come into work she just seems to be sitting there until I get there, and then she tells me to do all the hard/gross stuff. And she's always in a pessimistic mood it seems. And now she's growing random strawberries that no one's going to eat because they're wild. Bleh. Oh well.

And now I just feel sad  because I'm a Mormon girl and I haven't been following the ways. And it's kind of hurting me inside. And I want to change but it's hard....If I were to change I would have to drop everything and everyone...So I dunno what to do.
And now there's a party tonight, a birthday party for a girl I really like, and I want to go, but I know it's going to be crowded and there's alcohol and I want to go for her, and I probably wont drink. But I don't want to be around all those drunk people....So I dunno what to do...

Other than that things seem to be okay. School is going okay and I'm applying for CSU. Hopefully I can get in, also I'll be able to see my Daddy this summer. :3
So, thank you for reading if you did! I'm going to make this as good a day as I can. Bai bai!