I don't know what's wrong

I don't know if it was people, or sleepiness, or irritation, or stomach burn, but I was really pissed earlier and now really sad....
Craig invited someone over that I knew was really not going to be welcome and gave her a Smirnoff thing and she was a first time drinker. Now I am not a drinker myself, this may be my 3rd time drinking and I knew how fast or how bad a Smirnoff would get someone. She chugged the bottle and almost instantly started acting drunk. Key word being acting. She felt no woosiness, felt no burn in her stomach though I knew she would soon. And she's obviously an exageratist, so I knew when the burn started to kick in she would play that up just as she would play up her drunkenness as she did. I didn't see it but I know it happened.
Also I was irritated because there were so many people in the room at once. Adriel, Micheal, Patrick, Andrew, Grace, Lee, Craig and I. All in this tiny little dorm room. Grace and Andrew were trying to sleep so that made it worse because I knew Grace would have a bitch about that.
And then everyone left so I was alone in the room with sleeping Andrew and Grace, and I guess the smeirnoff was getting to me or something but I was highly upset and I needed to get out. I left to go to my room and I actually ran into Craig and he tried to stop me. He tried to get me to talk but I just really wanted to go to my room. Well after a couple minutes Lee came to my window and talked to me. I sat there and listened to him and even though he was drunk he made sense and it made me realise a couple of things. Once he was done Craig came to my window and I bawled my eyes out. My stomach was burnning really bad and he got me some food.

My only assumption about last night was that I was upset due to the fact that I was buzzed, and I guess I'm a sad drunk. I'm a sad drunk and that really doesn't surprise me. Although that fact in itself does make me sad. Bleh.
But now Lee plans to have this little party again tonight and I don't think I'll be there. He invited more people and I don't do well in crowds. Especially in such small rooms. But whatever. Maybe I'll be there I dunno.
But now I think I should work on some homework that needs to be done by Monday while I wait for someone to come back. (They all went to Walmart to get 'stuff').
So, thanks for reading if you did. Bye bye.