Holy crap...SCHOOL

Alright so this week was midterm week right? It really wasn't all that bad. I studied for some of the harder ones and I feel like I did okay on them. In fact I must have done okay on them because I have Bs in those classes right now. But one class didn't have a midterm, my history class. History here at Andrew College would be the HARDEST class due to the teacher. He teaches like a grad teacher, and I am obviously an undergraduate.
But anyway, you would think "Oh no midterm so you should be okay, right?" Wrong. Actually, the only grade anyone has in class would be the one exam we took. And guess what. I got a freaking 44% on it!! So now I have an F blemishing my midterm grades. He has two more exams in store for us. One the week after spring break, as if someone is really gonna remember anything, and then the final... so now the only thing I can do is make As on these next two tests...CRAP what do I do?! I'll have to ask him about other assignments. He doesn't give extra credit but if I remember right he said something about outside of class work. I'll have to ask him about those if they'll help.
Ugh....all I want to do is cry....
And then in my art history class we had to turn in a report. I got a 90 on it so I was happy. However she said something about not double spacing the header of my paper. Apparently she missed the freaking memo about how the header MUST be double spaced as of 2009!!! Holy crap she's slow.

I'm stressing now... and I'm supposed to be getting ready for spring break...can I please just cry a little........
-Sigh- I'll try and relieve some stress. I'll be studying over spring break, but hopefully I can calm down...

And also, I'm talking to my mother now and I've been having a hard time with myself and God (I'm Mormon but I haven't been following the teachings very well and it's slowly tearing me apart inside) and she's talking to me about being good and remembering he's there for me and what not. ugh.... I want to hide...