We're going to go ahead and get the school news out of the way, since that's what's hardest for me to talk about right now.
The good news is that I finally have my cougar one card (the card that identifies me, lets me buy food, etc. etc). Which kind of makes me an official student at Columbus State university. Also, I FINALLY got my FASFA stuff sent to them. It was faxed to them on Saturday and they get it immediately, which is great. However, I fear it may still be too late. I got an email just a couple days ago telling me that if I don't pay for everything immediately, then I could be dropped and charged with fees. Which, would be horrible. I don't know how long it will take for them to actually give me information about any grants or anything. I also haven't heard anything back from the government about my father's GI bill.
And on top of everything I STILL need to ask about payment plans and set up an appointment for housing. Ugh! Andrew College, as much hell as it was, was NOT this hard. I just sent them the money and that was it. I do like the fact that Columbus charges by how many credit hours you have, but and Andrew they just gave you a meal plan, they didn't charge for housing separately, and there was no down payment on housing either.
But, I'm staying hopeful. Classes don't start until August 15th. I know that doesn't give me a lot of time, but hopefully it will be enough.
I'm going home to Craig on Thursday, I've missed him so much... We're not going to be able to have our perfect night like we would have loved to, but there was just no way I could afford it. And, I had to pay for it myself, because Craig still doesn't have a job. Supposedly he has one now, he was interviewed a couple of weeks ago. And he told me that if he could just get an interview than he could get a job. However, they haven't called him back yet. He's supposed to get one this week, but we'll see.
Also, I'm having issues with his home. His mother doesn't want me to stay at her place anymore. I haven't exactly figured out why yet. She told us it's because of her situation, because she may have to go into surgery. However, where I do sympathize for her, I don't see how that hinders me staying at her place. I'm pretty sure it has something to do with her not liking me, weather she thinks I'm ungrateful, a coward, or just stupid... But whatever the case she's letting me stay, on conditions. One of them having to be getting birth control. Which, reminds me I have to do a little bit of research on.
I've tried talking to my parents about it but, for some reason they always stop and make fun of the situation, and shrug it off like I was kidding.
-half an hour later-
I just talked to Mom about it and she actually took it seriously without getting mad. I'm always afraid of her taking things the wrong way, so I'm always afraid to talk to her. However, this time everything was okay. She helped me out, told me to call the hospital and see how soon I can make an appointment. If it can't be before I leave then I will see about going to one back down in Georgia.
I still have to see when I leave on Thursday. One moment.
Alright, I guess if I really have to then I can get an appointment on Thursday. My plane don't leave until 10:15PM.Which means I need to get there at about 8, which means I may need to leave the house at about 7. So, if need be I can make an appointment on Thursday, just to reiterate.
Going back to what I was talking about that led to this. I'm finally returning to Craig on Thursday, though it'll be Friday when I get there, my plane lands at 4:06PM in Georgia. And then I'll need to find Groomes, and ride that back to Columbus, pay them $34 I think it was, and then find Craig, love on him, go to the store, buy some groceries, pay his mom, and then maybe FINALLY get home and relax with my baby, with a warm shower, a relaxing dinner, and a night with just my baby and me. And then I get to start worrying about school again...
Speaking of school, the twins start school in the morning. Mom will be waking them up and probably me as well so that I can call the hospital and ask about a same day appointment. And then I'll need to call CSU, and all this means waking up early, and I'll probably have to head to bed here really soon if I want to wake up that early.
Also, I don't know why, but for some reason I'm trying to impress that bitch again. While on the big island a couple weeks ago, I bought her a shell just because Kylee was getting her something. However, when I asked her if I could come over, she kept making up an excuse not to see me. I leave on Thursday, and I'll be busy during the week, and she has school. But you know what, whatever. If she wants to lose me again that's her loss. I believe I've lost most of my feelings for her, other than anger, so it wont hurt me to finally lose her. Hopefully for good this time.
Anyway. I need to go to sleep now and get some work done in the morning. I really wish I could talk to someone, however everyone is asleep already, as of everyone I know is in a place where it's already 4-5AM. And they both need their sleep, so I wont bother them for anything (not that I can anyway).
Thank you for reading all the way through if you did!
Sorry for such a long post this time!
Good night!!
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